Day 35 without you..

Bebe..
Today I was  very happy cz finally we can using wechat with not just the text msg only..
I can hear your voice more..
I'm reali very happy..
Bebe.. Hope we can stay together till the end..
But I'm reali very tired now..

Good nitez bebe.. I____you..

Day 33 & 34 without you..

Bebe..
Yesterday I was headache again..
But even headache but I was still waiting your message..
But after that you didn't reply anymore..

Actually yesterday I want ask you is it enjoy your life that havinv now..
But till finally I never ask also..
Because I scare that I get the answer that I don't want..
But is also I see that you very happy now..

Now I can't able to control myself to not thinking you..
Bebe.. Do you want to get back to me??
This type of question I was ask myself many times ady..

Today daddy was bring us to go ipoh eat dim sum
That restaurant name"富山点心"
I wish that you are together with me eat breakfast..
But this day Duno when will reach..

And just now I also see you upload photo that you celebrate birthday with your popo.
I wish that I'm inside there also.
I hope that I'm one of your family also..

Good nitez bebe..

Day 32 & 33 without you

Bebe..
This few days we was work till very late lo..
Around 9.00p.m only can finish work..
Then yesterday we was go eat hokkien mee at pj uptown..
Reali very very very tired lo..

Then today morning u got make up class rite..
Then I was sengaja pushing go inside your skul there then wanna want to see you park your at where..
But I can't find it..

Today u was go back sitiawan ady..
The is to celebrate your popo birthday..
If last time sure I will join you ady..
But this time I have no this chance anymore..
I miss the moment when together with you..

Just now I have go do gym with kwo..
I want to make you to see another look of ur lover that is meXD

Good nitez bebe..

Day 31 without you..

Bebe..
Now I finally only get to rest..
This few days we have to OT till very late to rush up all of our company..
Now I only can reali understand that type of tired that you have it..
Then we go have our dinner at pj SS2 where there is famous with dessert..
That is "记得吃"
Do you know it?

Today we was go client company which nearby your office..
I still thinking that is it we will meet each other on lunch time..
But who know the senior wanna go other place to eat..
So .. No choice lo..
Then we very early then finish work ady..
Around 2.10p.m reach office ady..
Then do work till around 9.00p.m..

Good nitez bebe..

Day 30 without you..

Bebe..
Today I was go back home ady..
Cz I wanna show the redemption of the NSK points..
Then we decide that choose to redemd the "ban mian" thing..
So next time will be more easy to cook..
Haha..

Today I was go back home and eat two big bowl of rice..
Reali very full.. But is reali nice taste..
Reali long time didn't eat ady..
Then today mummy was say that last Saturday u cook rice to give them to eat..
Then u this stupid cut your hand..
How was your hand?
Is it well ady?

Bebe..
Today I was feel that mummy at home is very alone..
She Duno is it not feeling well or what..
If next time u got time more go back home accompany her la..
I also will accompany her more..

Good nitez bebe..

Day 29 without you..

Bebe..
Today officially was the one month that we break ady..
22 was the date that we we break up..
Bebe..
Was you still missing me?

Bebe..
This few days I was Duno what happen to myself..
I was keep saying the thing that shouldn't say in front of my colleague..
Haizzz...
I think that they will keep all this thing in their heart..

Bebe..
What should i do?
How should I do?

Good nitez..

Day 28 without you..

Bebe..
Today morning I was calling mummy ady..
I know that you are everything fine..
Then finally I lega now..

Today I was going the place that are familiar for both of us..
This places was have many many memories of both of us..
That is SS2 night market..
Today I went there and buy some food that are last time eat by us..
That is 10 of pork meat ball..
One pack of steam peanut..
Today when I was on the way back to home..
I was keep eating the pork meat ball..
Then I remember back last time you was feed me to eat.
Then u sure will give me eat one only then ask me stop ady..
All this memory keep appear in my mind..

Bebe.. Do you still remember all this?

Good nite..

Day 26 & 27 without you..

Bebe..
Yesterday u was go and take your blood test result ady..
But I haven't call mummy and ask yet..
Hope god will bless you..

Bebe..
Today I was out of control again..
Sori ya..
I was cry again..
I Duno why suddenly so touching..
Suddenly I very miss you..

Bebe..
Sori ya..
Good nitez...

Day 23,24 and 25 without you..

Bebe..
The first day i have go malay bazzar rammadhan..
Im not sure la.. but is something sound like that..
All my colleague is crazy you know..
They but till duno how to say..
After buy all the food then we go to another colleague house to finish all the food..
During the dinner we have talk, laugh and blow lo..
Actually this type of life is quick a good experiment during young la..
Then we eat till 9.30p.m like that only back each home..
 Cz the next day is a working day..

Then the second day was not happen anything..
Is just like a normal..

Then the third day which is yesterday..
This are the day after we have 24 days didnt meet each other..
At first I was feel shy cz i think that im have not prepare good yet.
But mummy say me if the plate of vegetable put there to long time then it will be cold ady..
Then finally i was do a big decision..
Then that is i have to go and face you..
First when i was see you i was feel not shy..
Is I have become more (that type of feeling i duno how to say)
But the thing is when i see you back it make me more confirm want to take you back belong to me..
after that we still go eat dinner together..
but i sure one thing that is you reali enjoy the lifestyle that you having now..

But i want to make sure that you are come back to me..

Day 22 without you..

Bebe..
How was you this few days?
Everything fine with you?
Your fatty are still waiting you at here..
You can feel it or not?
Nowadays.. your fatty has become kurus ady lo..
Now finally I was get 6 in front of my weight ady..
Haha..
Do you surprise with this?


I was very very very miss you..
Do you miss me also ?

Good nite bebe..

Day 20 & 21 without you..

Bebe..
Yesterday I was go back home ady..
Cz today is holiday..
Yesterday I was go watch ghost movie again..
That is do by 张家辉..
That movie actually is not scary la..
But u won't want to see this type of movie also..

Bebe..
Today you was go take your result of blood test .
Is it fine with you?
Anything are okay to you?

Bebe..
I reali very miss you..
When I was see you update your status on Facebook you are going anywhere..
I we're wish that I'm beside you and accompany you..
I want every moment that are belong to us should follow us..

I don't like type of life like this still happen to both of us..
Haizzzz..
Good nite bebe..

Day 18 & 19 without you..

Bebe..
Yesterday I was go watch movie with my friend at paradigm mall..
The movie name is "deliver us from evil"..
Actually this is not very scary movie la..
Just got some part will get shock la..

Actually I will go watch is because I would like to know the feeling when go out with friend is it will very happy?
I have try it..
It is happy..
But that kind of happy is different.
I dunno is because I have change ady or what..
This kind of happy is different with the type of happy when together with you..
I Duno you will same with me or you are reali enjoy it..

Today you have go blood test .
But I haven't call mummy yet..
So later I will call her and ask your status..
So I wish everything are fine with you..

Good night bebe..

Day 17 without you..

Bebe..
Today I was go dinner with friend at Wong Kok SS 2..
When I reach the place then I have miss you again..
When I go dinner is happy..
But that type of happy is different with the happy when stay with you..
Even when we eat there.. We got laugh we got talk..
But all this is just the Duno how to say..
I more miss the is the moment when I stay together with you..
Even till now I still hope you were back anytime..

Bebe..
I reali hope  to face with you..
I reali hope to stay together with you..
But now is still not the time..

Today I was cry again..
I Duno why..
I reali reali reali very miss you..

I know you were still continue to accompany me to continue our road..
I know I won't alone on the road..

Good nite bebe..
Love you..

Day 16 without you

Bebe..
Today from mummy mouth I know that you are not feeling well..
You gastric..
I know you won't tell me..
But I hope you will get well soon..

Today actually I got back home..
But I know daddy go fetch you..
Actually I wanna wait you de..
But I'm think that I'm still not improve yet..
So I don't want to meet you first..

In future when I become a perfect one..
I will stand in front of you to meet you..

Today mummy say will bring you to blood test on this Sunday..
You must be don't have anything ah..
You must be get well soon..
I always will beside of you..

Love you always..
Good night bebe..

Day 15 without you..

Bebe..
Today I was see you upload the photo when you are going to Penang..
From the photo..
I can feel you that you are reali very happy..
This was the photo that I saw you smile after a long time period..
Now I only realized that how you are very unhappy when together with me..

I think now I have no reason to disturb you anymore..
Cz when the moment that you are not together with me then you are only happy..

Sorry..
Good nitez..

Day 14 without you..

Bebe..
Today I was fetch my friend back home..
But very funny one thing that is got one of my friend she Duno how the way back home..
Damn funny lo..

Good night bebe..
I Duno is it eat wrong thing or what..
My stomach not feeling very well ..

Day 13 without you..

Bebe..
Yesterday I was driving honda to come over here..
Cz yesterday when I take the car go service black oil that people saya the battery is sampai masa ady..
Haha..
Yesterday I was nyaris nyaris kena hit 2 times ady..
Maybe I was long time didn't drive the big car ady..

And one more thing..
Yesterday I was go cut hair ady..
Then today when I make a new hair style..
Then all the people in office also laugh at me..
Duno is it very funny or what..
If last time when u are beside me u sure will give me the opinion..

I reali hope the date that we promise will come faster..
Cz now I was reali damn miss you ady..
Yesterday I ask you to go back home and say your family miss you ..
Yup.. Maybe they got miss you also la..
But more miss you that person is me..

Good nitez bebe..

Day 11 & 12 without you..

Bebe..
Yesterday I was cut a new hair style ady..
Cz I want to make myself some different..
And yesterday headache was attack me again..
Was very suffer..
But suddenly I was miss you again..
You come out in my mind..
But is useless ady..

Today I was go Ikea with mummy..( hope this was your future mummy also)
We go there actually want to buy something de..
But there have no stock .
So just go buy other thing lo..

Bebe.. Today I was buy some stone to decorate the gold fish house..
I also Duno they like or not..
Haha..

Today u was back from Penang ..
I sure u was very happy now..
And also very tired..

U better rest more la..
I scare u will sick in soon..
Know or not ??
I don't want u suffer ah..

Good nite.. Sweet dream..

Day 10 without you..

Bebe.. Today I have ate dinner with your family..
We go eat claypot chicken at puchong there..
You know where is the place the..

Today you have go Penang with your friend..
You should enjoy and safe trip ya..
I know this type of chance is not much..
You should Enjoy it..

I know now you sure very happy now..
Bebe.. Enjoy ya..
I hope you will buy some present for me de..
But I Duno whether you will buy for me or not..
Good night ..

Day 8 and 9 without you

Bebe..
Today I was bought one more gold fish ady..
Finally they got pair ady..
But I'm not sure is it one male and one female la..
But at least they won't feel so lonely la..
Got partner for each other..

Today I was go eat dinner with my colleague..
We go eat steamboat at Kota damansara..
This shop I have tell you before..
Then we have eat around RM130..

Today u wechat me I was very happy..
I know you are worry mummy have no eat anything.
But if u just one call.. I sure will go back and see mummy de..
After that I got call back mummy..
But ah Ming ady fetch her go NSK ady..

Bebe.. 3 years time is reali difficult to pass..
I hope you can faster come back beside of me..
Sorry for one more thing..
My colleague was think that you are my gf .
Sorry for my selfish..
Because I still treat you as my gf..
So I didn't tell them that we have ady break up..
They still are asking about you..
I was very happy..

Good night bebe.. Sweet dream .

Day 7 without you

Bebe..
Yesterday I was brought a gold fish as my pets..
Actually first I was want to buy a dog..
But I think I have no time to care it..
So just only can buy a fish to accompany me..

Bebe.. Just now I have eat dinner with my colleague..
Then now I only can understand last time was how much of  benci of me..
Just now my friend bf was keep calling..
But I can't what are they say..
But I can say my friend face was turn to black ady..
So now I can understand that type of feel ady..

Today u was gastric..
Even I just hear you say but also feel very pain ady..
I know I can't care you anymore..
But I hope you will be safe la..
I don't want you get hurt anymore..

GOOD NITEZ BEBE..