Monday, 22 September 2014

I wish I can forgot you..

I wish I can forgot you..
The day u still in my heart I won't be feel happy also..
I can't really get the happiness..

The last two day u was told me that ask me to go ahead if can get a good girl..
But from now u r the only one good girl..
Actually I know you heart is got your Sifu de..
Not your papa..
If is your papa u sure will reject de..
But what can I do??

Actually the wrong timing u say is because now you was waiting your Sifu..
I can't do anything to stop you..
But if you love him I will reali disappointed with you..
But I can also do is wish you..

I'm just the outsider..

Friday, 19 September 2014

Happy Flyday..

Today was Yan birthday lerh..
I don't thnk that we can become a so close friend like this..

As a normal.. We have eat and celebrate in happy city steamboat which at Kota damansara..
This is the places that we always go whenever got the important date..
After dinner.. We was go dreamz bakery..
But the time that we reach there is quick late..
They are closing ady..
So we just can take away and go..
Then we was go the encorp mall for our 2nd round..

We was sit there chit chat..eat..talk some nonsense till 11.00 p.m..
Then we was plan for our trip..
Which is "Sekeping Seredah" located at Serendah..
Even I was stay there I don't ever know this places also..
So sad lorh..

Good nitez..

Wednesday, 17 September 2014

New Working Environment

Today was my first day in the new environment for my new job..
The places that I work is more far and far..
Actually I quick excited for my new job larh..
But I think this company is not very suit for me..
I Duno how to describe it..
But "you" understand what I mean..

The new perodua Axia is coming out lerh..
I want to owe a this nice car..
Which I hope this is my first car larh..
I want to make me to own this car..

Good nitez everyone..

Friday, 12 September 2014

Day 72,73,74,75,76,77 & 78

Good Morning Everyone..
I'm here again..

I want to say is the Redang Trip 3D2N is reali fun for me..
I reali enjoy the trip and all the thing with you all.
That was also my first time take flight also..
But the experience is fun for me..

During the trip..
We have go for snorkeling..dinner..play beach volley ball and take photo..
Alot alot of thing..
We have eat one RM6 ABC also..
RM3 per snake..
Is damn expensive..
Sure there untung alot lorh..

During the trip.. the uncompleted thing is just the hotel that we stay..
Actually the ppl there is okay..
They can give us to take the coconut with free..
We can drink as much as we can..
But we only drink 3 only..

During the first day..
The island was look like book by five of us only..
We can enjoy the whole island..
We can do whatever we want..
Haizz.. is very stupid for me..
Wherever trip I go..
I sure will get hurt also..

Okay..after the happy thing..
Now is the sad thing happen..
One day.. i was x sengaja open your notes to see the message that you type in phone..
Actually after break up with me.. u got the new target actually..
U was saying that u get in touch with your sifu..
Which before we was argue n break up cz of this guy..
N yesterday when i was see you chat with your sifu..
The chat background all is photo between you n your sifu..
Now i only understand that.. the 4 years relationship is not anything..
U can change then reali get change..
I know I got no right to campur tangan your P + C..
But this reali hurt me alot..
You was lie on me.. this time u was lie on me..
Yesterday u was saying that why me always muka pahit..
The reason why I muka pahit is cz of this..

I only the stupid want..
I was think that you still love me.. u still care me..
But till finally all is no..
That day when I say Terence thing with you that time..
You was saying all of us that"肤浅"
You told me before.. that is reali got a pure friendship between girl n boy..
That is nonsense when speak out from your mouth..
I won't believe anymore..
Even I know I got no right to say all this cz I'm not your bf anymore..
But for me..
我再也承受不了多一次这样的痛..
我唯一能让我不再面对这样的痛就是我要消失在你的面前了
我不能再拥有你了
我只能祝福你能找到你要的幸福..

This is the last message that I wrote for my miss to you..
After this I won't write it anymore..
You can find your true love..
The 3 years promised I think from now you already broke it..
Is it still useful??
I reali duno..

And i want to say thank you cz you still are the only one who celebrate and accompany me to pass by my 21 years old..
The present that you give to me i will just keep it only..
Thank you very much..
I want reali put down you this time..
When i can't put down you just make me own suffer only..
That is no point for me to miss you since you got a new target..
Then about your mum..
I duno how to face her also..

Friday, 5 September 2014

Day 68,69,70 & 71

Bebe..
This few days I was stay at your home also..
But the most happy thing is the present that I received from you..

Ya.. I know even out status now is different..
But I'm still happy when get a present from you..
The watch that I receive I will keep it as well as possible..

Bebe..
I appreciate that you still beside me and accompany me..
This few days the interview was making me so fan..
But you still beside me..

TQ bebe..
Love you so much..

Monday, 1 September 2014

Day 67 without you..

Bebe..
02.09.2014 just few hour more..
I'm officially 21 years old ady .
Actually what I hope I already get..
That is you are the only one who accompany me to pass me 21 years old..
Thank you bebe..

Today you all was go for see the furniture..
Actually I hope I will be one of your family member also..
I can join your big family..
I will do best to make you in future will get the good life..