Happy Birthday to Myself

2/9/2015 is my turn 22nd birthday..
getting older already.. so bad lol..
As usual.. hope that you will beside me to pass the moment with me..
But I know all this is just my dream only..

2 more week have to go company trip already..
Wooooohooooo..
So excited now..
This is my first time to join so call "company trip"..
Happy holiday..

Bad mood ~

Today I was reali feel useless lol..
Just the normal accounting terms..
What include in liabilities..
You know what I'm say???
I say "BAD DEBTSSSSSSS"..
Walauuuu...
How come i pass my accounting in my U-life..
Why am I so failure..
Haizzzz..

Reali feel sorry to the senior who always teach me..
I won't so fast give up de..
I will do hard to fight win you "ACCOUNTING"..

Finally get it

FINALLYYYY...

Finally i get my employment pass after a long period..

Today i was so happy is because of today I get my employment pass..

That mean I'm legally to work in SG right now..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..

But the unhappy thing is my brother have to go back to country at least one month..

The reason is because of the xxx company was drag him..

Haizzz..

Up to now still got a lot of problem are not settle yet and everything is like not smooth..

Hope all this bad luck will pass faster..

Weekend

 After start 3 days working in SG finally is weekend ady..
Is reali so fun..
I like the job n new working environment..

After find get the job..
Then have appear a new problem again..
That is the about our living place..
Reali mafan..

Happy Day Finally

After wait for two month finally found get a job in SG..
Is really finally..finally.. and finally...
After get a job really got the happiness..
But dunno why got the sadness also..
Is it I still miss my previous life or I can't put down someone?
Ermm.. quick confuse..

Anyway.. after get my job I have to work hard and fight hard for my life..
I have to set a five years time to complete my professional paper..
The following time I know should be not than easy already..
Since no one beside me right now, so I have to push myself to a successful way..

NELSON..#WORK HARD #DO HARD 

Touching =.="

Today I was call to my 2nd MUM.. "Kelly"..
As usual I was told her about the life of me in singapore..
She was very tension about my job..
She was keep asking me is it got the job ady or not..
If can't find get job here then go to johor or KL first..
They are alot of job was waiting me..
She keep ask me remember to eat..
Don't because of save money then make ownself hungry..

Then suddenly she wechat me and say "Call me"..
Then I call back and ask what happen..
Then she say "do you have enuf money or not.. if you not enuf money then I ask my siblings to take the money to you in Johor"..
When I hear this I was reali suprise-ing and touch-ing
She is reali kind enuf with me..
Even me just simply call her "Kai Ma" (mean emak angkat)
I reali feel very touching and appreciate with what I have right now..

Maybe I'm not the best for you..
But I will do my best for you..
I won't make you feel disappointed and will be proud with got me this "Anak Angkat"..

Singapore-ing

I have been here almost two weeks ady..

The main reason i went here is looking a new job in a new environment..

But up to new still never get a any good news from any company..

But for me..I'm quick lucky actually..

My cousin "Ah Kok" own a house here and he was bring us to temporary stay in his house..

That why i can stay here with free..

The most problem here right now is i got no that luck to get a job here..

So far I have only went to one company for interview..

I got nothing much to say..

But I just hope I will get audit firm job vacancy and I can help my family to make them no need to so suffer to support me..

"Goddd..please help me to complete my wish"..

"PLEASE"

My lover

Bebe..
I know this few days u was OT like a hell..
Sure very tired liao de larh..
But I Duno how to help you also..
But I wish you when young time will suffer..
When in future you will get more easy life...
I know you just a normal girl..
But for me you is a special girl for me..

Up to now everything I will also think of you first..
A lot of thing I sure want to go with you.. Do with you.. Enjoy with you..
But I Duno still got this chance of not..

We lose to the time

Bebe..
We are not lose to anyone..
We are just lose to the time..
Don't have right or wrong between us..
Just the timing between us are not right..

I'm still the same word..
You always inside my heart..
I never change my heart to you..
But I still will wish you hPpy always girl..

心很乱

Bebe..
This is the time I wrote blog After a long period..

Tomolo I going to Genting lerh..
But Duno this time why feel very uncomfortable lerh..
I think now I can understand ur feeling lol..
Last time u Susah payah to accompany me to go just Cz my selfish..
I'm reali sorry bebe..
Somemore that time we have still overnight there lerh..
Now I can only understand you..

How you ah?
I saw you very bc at the moment..
That good ah..
Then u got extra time to think about me ah..
Lol..
So muka tebal I..

Anyway for me still the same..
Important u stay happy n healthy..
You are the everyone for me..
This is still the same up to now..

Good nitez bebe..

I wish I can forgot you..

I wish I can forgot you..
The day u still in my heart I won't be feel happy also..
I can't really get the happiness..

The last two day u was told me that ask me to go ahead if can get a good girl..
But from now u r the only one good girl..
Actually I know you heart is got your Sifu de..
Not your papa..
If is your papa u sure will reject de..
But what can I do??

Actually the wrong timing u say is because now you was waiting your Sifu..
I can't do anything to stop you..
But if you love him I will reali disappointed with you..
But I can also do is wish you..

I'm just the outsider..

Happy Flyday..

Today was Yan birthday lerh..
I don't thnk that we can become a so close friend like this..

As a normal.. We have eat and celebrate in happy city steamboat which at Kota damansara..
This is the places that we always go whenever got the important date..
After dinner.. We was go dreamz bakery..
But the time that we reach there is quick late..
They are closing ady..
So we just can take away and go..
Then we was go the encorp mall for our 2nd round..

We was sit there chit chat..eat..talk some nonsense till 11.00 p.m..
Then we was plan for our trip..
Which is "Sekeping Seredah" located at Serendah..
Even I was stay there I don't ever know this places also..
So sad lorh..

Good nitez..

New Working Environment

Today was my first day in the new environment for my new job..
The places that I work is more far and far..
Actually I quick excited for my new job larh..
But I think this company is not very suit for me..
I Duno how to describe it..
But "you" understand what I mean..

The new perodua Axia is coming out lerh..
I want to owe a this nice car..
Which I hope this is my first car larh..
I want to make me to own this car..

Good nitez everyone..

Day 72,73,74,75,76,77 & 78

Good Morning Everyone..
I'm here again..

I want to say is the Redang Trip 3D2N is reali fun for me..
I reali enjoy the trip and all the thing with you all.
That was also my first time take flight also..
But the experience is fun for me..

During the trip..
We have go for snorkeling..dinner..play beach volley ball and take photo..
Alot alot of thing..
We have eat one RM6 ABC also..
RM3 per snake..
Is damn expensive..
Sure there untung alot lorh..

During the trip.. the uncompleted thing is just the hotel that we stay..
Actually the ppl there is okay..
They can give us to take the coconut with free..
We can drink as much as we can..
But we only drink 3 only..

During the first day..
The island was look like book by five of us only..
We can enjoy the whole island..
We can do whatever we want..
Haizz.. is very stupid for me..
Wherever trip I go..
I sure will get hurt also..

Okay..after the happy thing..
Now is the sad thing happen..
One day.. i was x sengaja open your notes to see the message that you type in phone..
Actually after break up with me.. u got the new target actually..
U was saying that u get in touch with your sifu..
Which before we was argue n break up cz of this guy..
N yesterday when i was see you chat with your sifu..
The chat background all is photo between you n your sifu..
Now i only understand that.. the 4 years relationship is not anything..
U can change then reali get change..
I know I got no right to campur tangan your P + C..
But this reali hurt me alot..
You was lie on me.. this time u was lie on me..
Yesterday u was saying that why me always muka pahit..
The reason why I muka pahit is cz of this..

I only the stupid want..
I was think that you still love me.. u still care me..
But till finally all is no..
That day when I say Terence thing with you that time..
You was saying all of us that"肤浅"
You told me before.. that is reali got a pure friendship between girl n boy..
That is nonsense when speak out from your mouth..
I won't believe anymore..
Even I know I got no right to say all this cz I'm not your bf anymore..
But for me..
我再也承受不了多一次这样的痛..
我唯一能让我不再面对这样的痛就是我要消失在你的面前了
我不能再拥有你了
我只能祝福你能找到你要的幸福..

This is the last message that I wrote for my miss to you..
After this I won't write it anymore..
You can find your true love..
The 3 years promised I think from now you already broke it..
Is it still useful??
I reali duno..

And i want to say thank you cz you still are the only one who celebrate and accompany me to pass by my 21 years old..
The present that you give to me i will just keep it only..
Thank you very much..
I want reali put down you this time..
When i can't put down you just make me own suffer only..
That is no point for me to miss you since you got a new target..
Then about your mum..
I duno how to face her also..

Day 68,69,70 & 71

Bebe..
This few days I was stay at your home also..
But the most happy thing is the present that I received from you..

Ya.. I know even out status now is different..
But I'm still happy when get a present from you..
The watch that I receive I will keep it as well as possible..

Bebe..
I appreciate that you still beside me and accompany me..
This few days the interview was making me so fan..
But you still beside me..

TQ bebe..
Love you so much..

Day 67 without you..

Bebe..
02.09.2014 just few hour more..
I'm officially 21 years old ady .
Actually what I hope I already get..
That is you are the only one who accompany me to pass me 21 years old..
Thank you bebe..

Today you all was go for see the furniture..
Actually I hope I will be one of your family member also..
I can join your big family..
I will do best to make you in future will get the good life..

Day 64,65 & 66 without you..

Bebe..
Just now when I see ah Ming and elison..
Suddenly got one moment that I scare..
That why just now when I back I was keep speed only..

I'm here wanted apologize with you..
Now since I still was a outsider..
Now I only know how ugly I am last time...
I keep shout at you..
Keep talk louder with you..

Reali sorry bebe..

Day 62 & 63 without you..

Bebe...
Tomolo finally was our last day of internship lorh..
We shud feel very hapi and today your boss also giving good comment to mr huang..
U shud hapi till maximum ady..
I wish you happy forever also..

Yesterday I was feel a little bit unhappy lo..
I know we are break up..
But you no nid keep saying this in front of me de..
I know this is true..
But I sure one day I will get back you de..

Trust me..
Good nitez bebe..

Day 61 without you..

Bebe..
Today I was talk with my boss ady..
Then my boss say have to ask the audit manager first..
Do you think think that I can get the opportunity??

Haizzz..
I hope them can accept me la..

Good nitez my darling..XD

Day 60 without you..

Bebe..
Today I feel abit sad also..
I hear your boss scold you English not good .
Fuck him la..
Not every ppl also get this type of opportunity to learn a good English..

Bebe..
Today you say 02.09.2014 if I don't speak out where I bring you go..
Then you will go meet your friend..
I Duno whether you are say serious or just want to kacau me only..
If true then I was reali sad lo..
But I know you sure is want to kacau me only..

I hope you are the one who accompany me pass the most important birthday in my whole life..
So I hope you can reali accompany me..
You are the important girl in my life..

Good nitez..
My lover..