Let it go

My heat was got a kind of speechless feeling..

I was feel like want to cry it out..

i got no way to vent out my feel..

I was reali feel helpless

I aware that surround me was reali no a friend that can let me to speak out my sadness..

i was keep telling myself don't like this..

BUT i was reali can't make it..

When i was get sad that time i was think that i will able to handle..
but actually that is not easy..
Like people say..
when u love someone you can use one hour to do it..
when u get couple u can use one day to do it..

BUT when u want to forgot someone that are using infinity time u also can't forgot it..
When u got a feel as me..
That was mean that you are already fall into a very deep deep deep and deep hole..
On that time.. u was already inextricable into this hole..

This few day when i watch the Hong Kong Drama "Love Me Please Leave a Message"
I was wonder that is it i will like a leading man in the drama..
I was Reali feel tired with this type of life..

I hope that i will understand the meaning of this word:
"when something that are be destined belong to you.. no wonder how it will still belong to you"
But if i have never been work hard to maintain it.. is it still will belong to me?