Day 2 without you..

Insomnia.. I want died ady la..
I already few days keep like this..
1a.m..3a.m..5.00a.m..
2a.m..4a.m..5.00a.m..
Walao.. Reali feel very very very tired lo..
How I want to survive with this type of life??

Yesterday was the first day that we totally nvr talk.. Nvr face each other..
That type of pain was come out again..
Last time at least we got say something nonsense..
But now.. One word also don't have..
No one can understand this type of pain..
Reali pain.. Pain.. Pain.
But what can I do?
At last I have to face this type of problem also..

Now every morning I have to come over office here to sleep at car..
Just because I scare to face you..
But every moment I keep thinking you..

Yesterday I was trying to not see anything happen to you..
But my heart was thinking like that.. But my mind is totally different..
I can't do it..
SORRY... I'M WRONG ADY..